The Past

Hi blog!
Okaies, today I'm gonna talk about MY PAST.
I used to like one girl in primary 6, I shall not mention her name. She was CUTE , very cute! And adorable as well! And pretty! Yah so I started off liking her secretly, until one day I could not take it anymore as there was this one guy in the class who kept 'flirting' with her. So I went to ask for her number from her friend.
I started off ," hi!"
She was like," you are?"
And I was like," I am gehuai"
Then she was like," oh okay"
Then it went on and went on and I continued talkin to her. Yeah until one day, I can't remember when, I asked her," are u attached?"
Then she was like,"no"
I was kinda happy, I guess. I could not remember what my actual feelings were but I knew I felt happy. Out of luck, I asked," since you and I are not attached, can we try to be together?"
If I wasn't wrong, she said "I don't know"
Haha then I think we went on talking and talking until one day, I don't know how, we were together.
Those were the times, those great memories I had(: that was really when u was sooooooooo happy (: I looked forward to school everyday, just to see her(:
I remembered the first time we went out. It was with our other best friend. I remembered we went to a fitness corner. Then, she was wearing skirt and she didn't dare to climb up on something, haha I cant rememberr.
Another time was I went out with her, on a movie. We wanted to watch astro boy, but there wast any seat left. So we watched 'Michael jackson : this is it' .
Before the movie, we went to ntuc to buy some snacks. Then we went to watch the movie. I remember how I help her hands throughout the whole entire movie, till my whole hand is sweaty(; but it was great. I never felt anything like this before. The feeling was just GREAT (; I remembered I finished my snack, but she bought a whole packet of ruffles! She did not open it. Then, she sent me home. I know, that was suppose to be a guy's job but I don't know why it was her who sent me home! On the way back to my house, we past by a dustbin and she asked me," gehuai u want this ruffles?"
I said I did not want it because my mum would scold me. So she just threw it into the bin!! Hahah that was really unexpected! Lol! Haha, she so cute sia! I forgot why she didn't want to bring it home. Lol! Yeah, then we went home.
Another time was after school. We met at the canal behind the secondary school. She gave me a present. A dog chain. Till now, I still have it, but I don't know when and how to wear it! Lol.. Yeah she was so nice. Haha then we headed off to her house. We ate at somewhere first before we went to her house. We walked up the stairs to her house, which was the 9th floor. We held hands while walking, so to me, I did not feel tired at all(: then we talked and took pictures(: if only I still had them... Hmmmm anyways, yeah, that wa the first time I had a solo pic with her(: she looked so adorable(: hmm then it was time for me to go home. We walked down the stairs again, haha and on the 2nd floor, we hugged(; that was the first time I hugged a girl. It was the first time I went So close to her. It was the first time I had that that feeling, the feeling of hugging someone u love. Haha yeah so with that, I went home. But it wasn't all happy, I got scolded by my mum. She asked why I reached home so late! I lied saying that my friend lose his wallet and I helped him find it. Haha I know, Im a bad ass. But it was worth it(: she was all I ever wanted. Subsequent time we went out, it was happy times too, those were memories I just can't forget (: yeps, anyway after about one year, she broke up with me. It was tough, really and I gotta admit, I sort of hated her for one week. But I still liked her. I did not know why she broke up with me. I guess it was because I had not much freedom yet. Yeah it was according to her. But I didn't blame her, it was true, I did not have much freedom. So it was back to lonely days again..
Hahaha but now, she's my best friend(: my bestie(:
And yeps, I still do like her, maybe more than what I've liked her before (:
But it's alright, I'll wait for her.
Because she is the one that I really wanna spend time with.
Okaiess, that's it for me for now!
Gotta go!
Bye!